10 feb 2009

9.2.9 [thanks to Vikki! (:]

It's weird the way you want to leave everything just to be with that special person. How you postpone your plans and friends to share one more second with him or her. And it's indescribable how it hurts when you find out that that Cinderella or Prince Charming is not as perfect as you had imagined. But it doesn't matter, does it? You don't care about his flaws, because that person is still important to you, i mean, you two have shared so many precious moments that it'd be crazy to throw them away. And you are still there for him, loving him, creating whole new worlds for both of you, stealing songs to use them in the soundtrack of your love story.

Then again, you've noticed that he is not perfect, but it doesn't matter, because you are not perfect either. You try to desperately cover your eyes and not see his mistakes; because you know that they have started to bother you. And you feel so guilty, so damn guilty because Cinderella had always loved her Prince Charming, because love -according to what people say- means loving the other person no matter what.

You are confused, because things are not working out the way you had planned.

So, finally, fallen Cinderella, he left you. He did it because you had too many doubts. He found beautiful Snow White "way better than you".
Now you are trying to smile, to show everybody at the palace that it doesn't affect you at all, that your heart is not broken, you are trying to look beautiful in that lovely pink dress...
but at 12 o'clock, when the spell ends, you'll return home, lock yourself in your room... and cry.

1 comentario:

Real Unmaker dijo...

World's made of fallen cinderellas, flawed princes and broken hopes...

As long as we don't give up and continue believing, maybe not in perfect others, but that we can be the Perfect One of other... maybe some real life stories can end with "and they lived happy thereafter..."

As I said before, the passion and intensity of the text's so enjoyable, so real, so you...

congrats ^^